i am trying not to lose my coool, but srsly woman my impatience grew thin bcs you're sick in the mind.

I am now staring at a cute boy sleeping peacefully right infront of me. Baddie! Haha. Got Proof!

TOLD YA. WHAT A BADDIE (he did not even move an inch!) :-(

....... eh CMON. (look at covers of the pillows, so cute and pretty + it suited him! hee)

AND HE'S NOT SUPPOSE TO SLEEP THERE, that boy really man

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

''Goodbye uncle''

He said that i will always be his forever.

Hari Raya, hari raya's been good like that always. Love my Baju Kebaya! Had cinnamon roll and double cream chip for breakfast from starbucks, but dude you gotta admit that redang ayam merah lontong sambal udang is much mouth watering. Got to meet my paternal and maternal sides, it's been a while. Love the joy around us, you can't help but to share the joy around on this very special occasion. Gotta say i am richer man..

Our 3rd month's been good, we get to mm celebrate it w/ yangkeng suying. Love how it brought us to this very day that we finally come to an end finally once an empty heart now filled with our outmost. I've been good nowadays, i am finally back on track. Today's awesome i finally and actually listen to class. Dad gonna send Charles(camera) for servicing. I am going to replace the pile of clothes that gone for good, and i actually saw someone brought to his school w/ his akatsuki bag, darn it so flea fly flo here i go!

Oh my i can't wait to cook italian dishes and pastry for boyfriend, been under mom's good cook books.

Happy 3rd sunshine.

Although our plans to have some real getaway to be together during the weekends is thwarted by the preparation of hari raya, can't wait for Monday though, it might be one pure lovely cheap thrills that it might probably get! Ohh now i can't wait can't wait pants on fire now, oh no, can you can you Derek Toh JF? It'll be loved if you store your heart here.

Personally you're my sunshine, you're my rain, you're my storm but when you get cloudy, i get dreamless.

(drum rolls*) teng teng

Fancy that, cranky yet cheesy

Yesterday i cried for the tears that meant to be cried 6 yrs ago, Yesterday i cried for you, Yesterday I cried for my parents, Today i cried for a pile of missing good clothes of mine.

I'm sorry.

At times like this, when things started to clash when chances are slim when thinking about how things turned out to be in such a total mess. I've been bottled it up since 6 years ago and now i blew it all out, every single of it i could possibly have. Can't stop crying can't possibly stop the tears from suppose to streaming down 6 yrs ago. You're on the other hand, bursting yourself thinking for the best solution, trying to think whats going on, to get a grip on this situation and you did it, you really did.I am pretty impressed that i can't possibly manage to squench another drop of tear bcs i know you will be there for me, for greater measures like you promised me that very day. Ok.. on the lighter note, d and I did some little shopping today, it's wicked cs it's been a while since i actually bought something for my wadrobe and i esp love with the coupleflips and the shorts.. what a remedy.

Bye, time for midnight late videocalls and munching on aunt's good awesome cookies..eh wth sigh sigh sigh