Hey there today's awesome sister and I had a suprise visit just for Derek, we actually knocked the door actually bang la but then i had to ring him up bcs there's no response so it's not really suprise but whats surprise is Derek was opening the door and we jumped in front of him out of nowhere. Ha ha pretty epic i tell you. So whats up is that movie marathon as planned, Hannah Montana The Movie, Twilight and the KungFu Panda. Snuggle up onto the pillows watching the movie was awesome, but while at that we all were starved bcs the PastaMania that we ordered delivery took quite a long time due to the bad weather. Yums.After then a little bit of chillax and slacking Erni went to Ikea, I went Home, D have to attend a dinner. I got myself a pretty awesome temporary tattoo right at the smack at the end of my spine while sister had hers on her butt. Oh well am pretty worn out today xx.

I'm pretty much alive and kicking @ my private blog .

Life is a series of pulls back and forth just like the waves. Nothing can actually be pushed aside and turned. People tend to critisize themselves to bring themselves higher. At times like this I will hold my breath to still the excitement as my world is crumbling down pieces by pieces. I do not mean to make you unhappy but please listen closely to the hesitant waves. So i am aware that i am dancing around on your pain, just like staring into the sky, watching everything above is shifting constantly under a love spell, perhaps something like this is bound to tell.

Your waves are crashing into me
Exciting me and hurting me
So when are you going to crash into me again?
Perhaps love sick?
Maybe.

Have i ever told you that how much i love and adore you? I've got tons of love mails up on my sleeves to send all of em to you. Please do come visit Singapore and have a mini-concert with all your trinkas trinkas, i assure you, i'll be the first one to have your first ticket. Please do come and help me get myself a copy of your great great albums bcs i've been searching for it high and low. No doubt you're amazing bcs you somehow have made me realised what i want to do in life - to helped out animals like The Hyenas in native africa.. Somehow i wish for a potential you in me. Pls stay being the best and beautiful, love you Olivia.

Your biggest fan of all xx .

I am loving my life now, how simple can this get? Get a grip ely, go and study. Mercy on me please.

Damn, hari ini aku out of blue terasa yang aku telah kehilangan yang maybe penting di hidupku tetapi aku tak boleh figure out apa yang memyembabkan aku begini, boleh rasa macam nak mati pls. Insyallah aku dapat tidur malam ini sebab semalam aku asyik bangun non stop hits, ok last of all i sayang you. Amin

Today i cried when i saw the reflection of me in the mirror, exposing my every skin. Today is where i started to feel uglier than ugly. (sister dad and i made CHOCOLATE pudding yesterday night and it turns out great great greats yums yums yums.) Let's see what makes me wanna blog abt next.

i am trying not to lose my coool, but srsly woman my impatience grew thin bcs you're sick in the mind.

I am now staring at a cute boy sleeping peacefully right infront of me. Baddie! Haha. Got Proof!

TOLD YA. WHAT A BADDIE (he did not even move an inch!) :-(

....... eh CMON. (look at covers of the pillows, so cute and pretty + it suited him! hee)

AND HE'S NOT SUPPOSE TO SLEEP THERE, that boy really man